Happy Week

Thanks for having me wake up to this every morning..

은나…

Eun Na, it’s been a while since I posted something. I had told you that I’ll do this.

After we hung up, I couldn’t cope with the situation that I actually messed up the good situation between you and me again.
I asked myself: Gwon, why I are you doing this if you exactly know that every wrong step you make will hinder her and you from overcoming this.

I had all kinds of things in my mind.
I felt bad for making you feel that way although you are far away.
Why couldn’t have I just shut my mouth…

Recently, I’ve been regretting a lot of things I’ve done. Most of the time, I meant for the better but things didn’t always end the way I wanted

Why am I this confused and sensible when knowing that you are standing beside me and holding my hand.
I think I love you too much to let anything to go inbetween.

I know that my trust in you should be enough for me to get through this.

Maybe I’ve heard to many opinions recently, so that I was actually forgetting what my duty was.

Eun Na, please forgive my clumbsiness. I just wasn’t thinking enough. Not thinking long enough.

Let’s support each other so that we get what we want.

I still have so many things to achieve with you.

Don’t let my false decisions prevent us from doing greater things.

I will support you the way you think it is adequate. And hopefully, just as we talked the night before you left, you will support me so that I will do just fine.

Eun Na, let us both do something together towards a common goal, so that we won’t regret what we did one day in the future.

I will wait.
For us.

오랜만

은나, 나 오랜만에 여기에 뭐 올리네.

금방 은나랑 스카이프 하고서는 이렇게 몇 마디 적고있어.

오랜만에 글을 올리는 만큼 무엇인가 특별한 거, 내가 직접 만든 것을 올리고 싶다는 생각에 무엇인가 그렸어.

우린 도쿄라는 도시에 함께 갔었지.

다음 목표는 유럽.

한 나라 한 나라에 갈 때마다 나는 마음속에 박스 한 개를 채운다는 생각을 해. 그 박스에는 은나와 함께한 것들, 추억들 등등 여러가지를 보관할 생각이야.

아직 채워야할 박스가 너무나도 많이 남아있다. 좋은거지. 그만큼 아직 우리에게 다가올 미래에 대한 기대가 크거든.

우린 앞으로 같이 할 날이 많기에 여행하면서 많은 것을 경험하고 느낄 수가 있겠다. 서로에 대해서 더 알아가는 계기들이 될테니 우리가 미래에 어디 어디에 같지는 모르지만 벌써부터 마음이 설레인다.

almost spring..

Can’t wait! 😉

February 23rd

Everyday, the sun doesn’t forget to rise up in the east and to vanish in the west. Then, the moon takes over the sun’s duty and watches over the Earth.

Eun Na, during day, I want to be your sun. In the night, I want to be your moon brightening up the darkness.

What has happened today morning, let’s just put it into a box and put that box into the corner.

Don’t worry about me and don’t feel sorry. I am there just as I have been so in the past two months and it’ll stay this way in the future.

Forget the past. Look forward to our future.
Don’t look backwards and then you will always find me next to you.

I love you.

Back in Korea!

So happy to see my baby..

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음악은 어느 순간부터 나에게 너무나도 중요한 것이 되어버렸다.

이어폰에서 흘러나오는 멜로디들을 들을 때 나는 언제나 깊은 생각들 속에 빠진다. 이 생각 저 생각을 하다 보면 나도 모르게 마음이 편해진다.

일본에서는 음악을 많이 듣지 않았다. 그럴 상황도 아니였고 그러고 싶지도 않았다.

그곳에서는 나에게도 너무나도 중요한 사람이 되어버린 그녀가 함께 있었기에 음악을 듣지 아니하더라도 마음이 편했다.

그녀는 나와 오랜 시간 함께한 음악보다 내 마음을 더 편하게 하였다..